Sunday, October 25, 2009

This week has been so eventful! I have failed at getting all the sleep a college student needs, but I had fun! My diet is going quite well, I have a lot more self control than I thought. I met so many new friends! One of which I have hung out with everyday of this week, very persistent is all I can say haha. Now I am not about to post my every thought, but if you want to know, call :D I now have realized that I cannot hide anything from my mother, even if I don't want to tell her anything, I ALWAYS end up telling her almost everything. I never knew I would have type of relationship with her, I am very content with that.
I now have my own office at work! I am going to be working on the advertising of the i-fi chair, and hopefully selling it. I know this is a task I am fully capable of accomplishing, but I am nervous because I am still in school and last time I had to sell while being a student, it didn't workout so well.
I have learned that I truly love having endless conversations when trying to get to know someone, I am so glad that my new friend has the same thinking level as me, in fact he pushes me to think harder. I wish I had more time to read more books, enjoy the sunsets, and the energy to stay up all night. I know I have to find a purpose in everything, if my life does not serve one, I will eventually go insane.
My diet is almost over! I will never do this particular diet ever again :D and I can say that with glee! Until then, I had an amazing weekend, I love my new friends, and I love my LIFE!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

I am Excited for...

It is Sunday morning, everyone is still asleep so I thought I would take this time to write! I used to love to write, you know I actually have a book in progress, I wish I had time and the energy to still write like I used to.
I believe I have mastered the skill of not caring about a messing apartment, if it isn't my mess, I don't fuss over it anymore. Well any who haha, I just got back from FrightMares with my family, it was so much fun! I didn't realize how close I am with my family, my room mates don't go see their family as often as I do, which can be harmful to my social life! I am trying to socialize here in Provo but it is very hard due to the fact that everyone is really really outgoing. Yes I am an outgoing person as well, but it is hard to crack that shell of mine. From past experiences I have learned not to trust anyone anymore, in fact the only person I do trust with my everything would be Christ. My mother always taught me that if I don't want it to go around I don't say anything at all, which has been hard for me to learn, but I think I have mastered it, therefore I only tell select people about what is really on my mind (you know who you are! :)) But what is so funny is that everyone seems to tell me lots of stuff about their life, and I can't tell you how much I love that! I love that I have finally let people know that they can trust me with anything, that I wont spread it around, and I am not looking to get dirt on anyone.
Well enough of that! I am very excited to go to church today, I can't believe how much I love attended three hours of lessons haha, but I didn't realize that till last week when I couldn't go. I am excited for the leafs to fall and winter to begin, I am excited to loose 25lbs on my new diet! Which I have already lost ten!! yay! I am excited to eat sugar in the next two weeks! haha I am excited for many weddings coming up in my friends life! But I am mostly excited for Emily's because I know how far she has come and how much she has given up to make her life better. The day that I really got to sit down and talk to her and get to know her (like a year ago) I saw that hope in her eyes, and I knew that I wasn't ever going to give up on her. She has been the best friend ever, she has had my back from day one and truly looks out for me. She deserves the best happiness this world has to offer! She has an amazing man by her side, which I can't thank him enough for, if he only knew! But I know she has told him everything haha Which is another thing! I never have to worry about her lying to me or beating around the bush, Emily is what she is and I love her for that!
I am excited for this week ahead, I get to be busy again and make my diet easier haha, get ready for the smaller Jenny to come around! :D Peace and Love my Friends!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

My first blog

So... This is my first blog! Woo Hoo! I am hoping that I can keep up with these. My best friend Emily does them all the time and I love reading them!
Let me tell you about myself! I am a full time student currently attending UVU studying Psychology, I hope to achieve a Ph.D. in the future. I also work with my fathers company and I commute to Salt Lake from Provo every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. I love living on my own, I have met so many amazing people one including my best friend in the whole world!
Life has been up and down every day, I always find a way to look at life in a positive light, but in the next second, I will seem to be very depressed. I just might be bipolar! lol
Well anyways lets get down to the point, I just got back from my first show! It was the Home Show in Sandy! I am so excited because it's my fathers i-fi Chair that he invented, it's one of a kind. I enjoyed watching others enjoy my fathers small dream, in letting others experience what he gets to hear in this theater room.
I have a hard time expressing how I feel to others, I feel like I analyze myself a lot hard then I do any other person I know. I know I am harsh on myself with my thoughts, but I am trying to be the best person I can. I hate HATE to disappoint anyone in my life, I love to help others in need because it brings me true happiness. I am trying harder everyday to live in the moment and not worry about those who have hurt me in the past. I am so grateful to where my life has taken me now, I don't know what I would do without my family; they have been the solid rock through everything. I hope to find love one day, someone that lifts me up and motivates me to be the best I can be. Many call me mother, sometimes I get sick of it, but all in all, being called mother in the greatest thing in a world. I still look up my older sister even though we aren't as close as I wish we were. I watch her every move so therefore I make sure I watch my every move around my siblings. I couldn't thank God anymore for letting me be a older sister to five of my siblings.
Always know that I am the person that will stay by your side through thick and thin. I will not try to prove myself to you, I will not compete in anyway to show you who I truly am. I love the gospel with all my heart and if you don't, I will show you why you should.
All in all, my name is Jenny and this is my life in a nut!