Monday, March 1, 2010

Every Girl Deserves ....

NCMO- Non Commitment Make Out
LOVE- A deep feeling of tenderly loving another person

You cannot have those two in the same sentence, you cannot have those two in the same passionate kiss, so why am I fooling myself?
All my life I have made sure that I knew that I deserved an amazing man that was even better then me in every aspect. One that moves me to be a better person, one that loves me and shows it. I am a die hard romantic woman, I love the flowers, the cheesy moments, the small tasks done to show someone that you truly love them. I love expressing love, I love verbalizing my love towards the people I truly care about. I do not hide my emotions when they will be accepted, I know I have so much to give my future partner.
I am done mixing those two phrases together and fooling myself. I am not in love, and I don't love anyone like I used to love. I cannot wait to fall back into love because it is one of the most wonderful feeling in the world, it drives you insane, but keeps you excited for the next event that will happen.
If someone is not willing to let me know how they are truly feeling, they can expect to lose me because I don't wait around anymore. I have a life to live and I am going to find someone who wants to live it with me!! I love the gospel, it is engraved into my every action, thought, and words.. (at least I hope :) ) So I am going to save thoughs cherished moments for him, the moments when you don't want to be with anyone but him, when he is the only one that knows your every move, the one who can make you laugh so hard that you cry, and because that man is worth waiting for.
Yes I am cheesy, yes I don't care, and yes... I am on a boy boycott waiting for YOU!! :D